I can’t put my feelings into words. But I’m going to try. This is Ricky. I had the BIGGEST crush on him two years ago. I was too shy to tell him. And I regretted that so much because unfortunately I had to go along time without seeing him. Ricky was diagnosed with Leukemia in April 2011. I was scared, I thought I would never have a chance to tell him how I felt. Luckily, he responded to his medicine fairly well and although I didn’t get to see him for the rest of that school year or that summer, in august we were reunited. We picked things up right where we left off. We started dating on November 10, 2011. He’s my world. I love him so much. With the cancer stil in his blood, he never let’s it bring him down. He acts like nothing is wrong. He is unbelievably strong mentally and emotionally, its so inspiring. He has to experience bone marrow biopsy procedures every few months. This is so they can check his blood and everything. Two weeks ago he had his last recent biopsy. They got the results back two days ago. They found something wrong. He has to switch medication. They are also trying to do a bone marrow transplant this summer that will consist of him having to go through a high dose of chemotherapy. After the transplant, he will have to stay in a hospital home for around 100 days. Cancer sucks. I wish there was so much more I could do to help, but there isn’t. I can only be there for him, and love him though this. Unlike him, I am mentally and emotionally weak. But, I have to start being strong for him. It is easier said than done. I just want to break down and cry, but I can’t. I have to constantly remind myself that everything is going to be okay. He’s amazing, and I know he’ll get through this. Please keep Ricky in your prayers
Bitches be like, I only need a light spot on my back handspring! (Taken with Cinemagram)
Innovative choreo: CEA Senior Elite
6-Cheer Tyme Love
5-WC Shooting Stars
3-Maryland Twisters F5
2- CEA Senior Elite
1- CA Panthers
Worlds is going to be insane….
I can’t believe its over :(
What just happened here?
cover the middle and you go faster, cover the outside and you go slower